…….you guys are ALWAYS bad mouthing him. whether it be judging him or making fun of him. you guys asked me if i ever thought i should get to know him or ask why he did what he chose to do. until now i admit i havent really thought about it. i NEVER needed to know any of that stuff. all i NEEDED to know was that he was my dad. after all the questioning you guys did i realized something. yea maybe what he did was wrong nd yea maybe theres not one day that goes by that you guys don’t blame him.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? 

hes still my dad. hes still part of the reason why im even here. maybe i dont have a close father-daughter relationship with him. yea maybe i do go along with what you guys say….but thats just on the outside. on the inside its difference. but the fact is….hes still my dad. so next time you guys start bad mouthing him again THINK FIRST! 

caz it makes it seem like you guys don’t like me being here……that im even alive. that you’d rather me not even be alive.

death-by-lulz:

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I wonder if I ever caught someones attention. Even if I was just walking among the crowd, I wonder if they wanted to get to know me or anything like that.

forever-and-alwayss:

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“just be strong” they say. i usually am a strong person. but in this case it’s super hard to be that person when the person i love more than anything is hurting like this. im more aware of how she feels about all this bullshit going on. i know the background behind everything. why does that one person u think would be the one to help stay silent in all this. why doesnt he stand up for her instead of fuckin act like nothing’s going on. why cant that BITCH jst fuckin leave caz she’s the whole reason everything’s like it. when she wasnt here everything was great. but kow that she’s here….it’s like HELL!!! im not supposed to do anything ryt now even if i wish i can. sooo i guess ill jst pray and let god watch out for her. ill let him be the one to handle this situation caz he’s the only one who knows the true outcome of all of this.

breakfast-with-satan:

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